My boyfriend and I broke up?

I don't know if this helps at all. I had the same girlfriend for 2 and a half years, I loved her completely. Towards the end things started to go sour and we had to end it. Even though I was the one that broke up with her, it was obvious I was the one that got hurt more. I desperately needed closure but I knew that I was better off without her so I just left her alone and tried to get on with my life. Eventually, without even trying, I got the closure I needed. So my best advice to you is to try and get on with your life. It will hurt sometimes, but in the end, things will work out for the best.