I'm 14 and I feel so helpless, need advice. A boy forced me into .?

Sweetie thats so horrible. I cant tell you how much i feel for you. You were d and that is the most worst thing that could ever happen to any girl. I cant believe you are going through this at such a young age. But do you know what? Youre telling the truth and you know you are. You are so much better than this boy. Do not blame yourself for any of this. And your 'friends'?! They arent your friends if theyre being like this! Maybe its better if you have some time to yourself for a few days. Have some me time, take long baths, read, listen to music etc. Just try and chill and forget any of this ever happened. You have to move on! You have to push it past you, keep your head high and just not listen to any of those people who are saying nasty things about you! Telling you youre lying?! Telling you you werent d? Honey they werent there, they do not know what happened. You are so much better than these people! Just take some time to just try and forget, i know it'll be hard. But afterwards there'll be a time when you will feel so much better, trust me. And listen there are so many other girls who have been in this situation! So many girls you can relate to, check out websites/groups in your town? Talk to people who are in the same situation as you, then you'll have people to lean on and rely on and talk to. And do not say you feel like diying! Whatever the situation, you have to rise from it! Be determined, chanel all your anger at this boy into moving on and going on with life. Killing yourself/harming yourself is just silly and it means youre giving up. Dont do this! I know life must be so hard for you right now and i just cannot imagine how you're feeling but things will get better! Just believe in yourself, have some faith. I really feel for you :) Really hope things go well for you:)