I am very disgusted/bothered by opened wounds/gills?

First off, you're normal! So, take a deep sigh of relief. I HATE the sight of honey combs or things w/ lots of holes in them. GROSS!!! I think it has to do w/ the structure of stuff/ their physical integrity. Just like your horror of gill slits & cuts, it doesn't look healthy. I had a good laugh about this topic while listening to a radio show one morning & the dj's told of the things that gross them out, then they had people call in to say what obscure things grossed them out. Our two things were mentioned. =]. If u need help, give your fear up to God. He'll help u. You might want to meet w/ a counselor if it's really bothering you. I'll be praying for you. =]